Thursday, June 23, 2011

Puteriawan's Diary

Been trying to shed of few kilos since last errrr 10 ...15 years.... but it seems I love the body fat too much that instead of losing it....I'm gaining more!!!!!

Name the entire slimming product in the market that I haven't tried...its next to none!!

Few months ago I manage to shed of few kilos and few inches from my body...thanks to



I didn't lose so much weight but the inches lost were awesome!!

And I feel damm great bout myself. But as usual...the gaining process is definitely happening without me realizing it :-(  Plus to maintain means more RM is needed :-(

I'm thinking of to start a diary to jot down on my weight (as thou as I never did that before ahaks). But this time I'll go bolder!! I'm thinking of the "Bridget Jones's Diary" concept.



You know...the way she wrote her diary which always starts with her current weight being jotted down on the very first line of her diary. N as for me...the current weight will be the first line that will be written on every entry in this blog. It’s like killing two birds with one stone



1st Bird killed: To ensure that I monitor my weight daily and be serious about it as it will be shown to entire world. (eh nokkkk...ko ingat blog ko ni  femes sampai ada jutaan peminat ker...perasan!!)

2nd Bird killed: With this ...I will have to update my blog at least once in two days to keep track of my weight loss programme


So, what do you guys think....should I or should I not????????

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Let by gone be by gone

Ni bukan entry iklan semburan BYGONE untuk serangga/ nyamuk  yer adik-adik...


Alhamdulillah.....Terima kasih Allah!
Itu jer yang mampu aku ucapkan bilamana isu "break up" antara aku n Encik Ex berlaku secara officially n bukan dalam keadaan tegang.

Yes..mungkin ada antara korang yg kata..WHAT IS THE BIG DEAL??? but for me ...it is a big deal!! It has been an on off kinda relationship yang membuatkan aku sangat tertekan....


The song suits well with the situation before the event took place...






kamu seperti hantu
terus menghantuiku
kemanapun tubuhku pergi
kau terus membayangi aku

salahku biarkan kamu
bermain dengan hatiku
aku tak bisa memusnahkan
kau dari pikiranku ini

reff:
di dalam keramaian
aku masih merasa sepi
sendiri memikirkan kamu
kau genggam hatiku
dan kau tuliskan namamu
kau tulis namamu

tubuhku ada di sini
tetapi tidak jiwaku
kosong yg hanya kurasakan
kau telah tinggali hatiku




Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Storm Rider... Kenangan Mengusik Jiwa



The Storm Riders is a 1998 Hong Kong film based on the manhua series Fung Wan by artist Ma Wing-shing. Directed by Andrew Lau, it starred Ekin Cheng as Wind and Aaron Kwok as Cloud. The plot involves two children, Whispering Wind and Striding Cloud, who become powerful warriors under the evil Lord Conqueror's tutelage

Semalam sawan jap tengok citer ni kat tv! After a long time...baru tengok balik cerita ni....wendu babe!! Citer ni ada nostalgia tersendiri tau......

Dari cerita ni la ....lahirnya PUTERIAWAN!

Masa tahun 1998 tu .... dalam tahun tu, aku rasa aku tdo bape jam jer sehari...sebab malam-malam slalu chatting!!!! Bonda Hajah memang asik melenting jer sebab tiap kali bangun tengah malam...confirm nampak seko makhluk tercongok depan PC!!! Kalau x kuat iman ...memang pengsan Bonda Hajah...he he he...

Aku rasa zaman2 tu ...IRC, ICQ....apa tah lagi....sangat fames ames dek non....seyess!!! Tp zaman tu blom ada broadband...tu pasal ley chatting malam-malam jer...lau tidak...asik engaged jer la telepon rumah!! Almaklumla...zaman ni bukan sumer orang mampu pakai tipon bimbit yang gabak tu ha  ha ha

 **Cuba ko bayang kalau dia ada lebih dari 1 phone...mana nak letak yer...kok letak dalam poket...muat ker??**

Berbalik ke cerita asal usul nama PUTERIAWAN ni.....

Dek kerana kegilaan aku terhadap watak Cloud lakonan si Aaron Kwok ni ... aku pun mengabadikan nama dia as my nick name masa chatting ...tp aku melayukan ler nama ni...jadik la AWAN. Yang tak syioknya...ramai pulak awek2 yang menegur aku masa chatting tu...eh eh...diorang ingat aku ni jantan ler plak....adeeeeehhh.....

Tu satu hal...yang jantan-jantans ni...x abis2 ajak aku WAR (sape yang chatting kat IRC tau la pebenda jadah yang aku citer ni)..pening otak aku!

Tak bley jadik ni....pk punya pk punya pk....last2 aku amik keputusan untuk mem-perempuan-kan nick name kegilaan aku ni....

Maka...lahir la PUTERIAWAN di IRC...jangan memain babe...aku siap register lagik nama ni...I even have my own chatroom ..#AWAN...

Then dari situ...aku ada geng2 chatting (termasuk la scandal2 online ahaks)...

PedangAwan
kenkononnya Kekanda Puteriawan....lama2 jadik Kanda Dinda plak...aisshhh citer lama tu he he he...malu..... ahaks

Carlito
encik kontraktor yang tiada perasaaan...sukati dia jer...

Michelia Chempaka
penasihat Puteriawan...di alam maya n di alam nyata ...tp biasalah....Puteriawan punya telinga jenis lubang tembus kiri ke kanan...kanan ke kiri....x de stopper in between..hangin jer Cik Chempaka ni ngan aku he he he (p/s: aku sayang ko cik eheheh)

Jennipe Lopeh
ni ada pertalian sedara gak nieh (real punya...bukan virtual)

Ermmm ramai lagik...x bley recall....sorry korang....

Mesti korang tak caya bila aku kata yang panggilan Awan ni melekat kat aku bila chatters ni jumpa kat luar chatroom...maybe agak janggal untuk diorang panggil aku dengan nama aku or maybe diorang selesa dengan nama Awan...nama yang aku bahasakan diri aku bila berchatting.

Mana lak datangnya LANGIT KE 7 tu?

Korang2 yang dah lama chatting mesti tau kan FAQs bebudak hingusan slalu guna...

A/s/l pls.....

Perrrrrggghhhh!! Aku cukup nyampah kalau kena FAQ ni...!!!

Aku bosan ngan mende2 skema ni.....people who know me tau aku suka merepek meraban...jadi...untuk mengelakkan jawapan stereotype...aku pun wat la template jawapan

A: Masih muda
S: x reti2 ker tengok nick tu...dah tentu la pompuan
L: langit ke 7.....Tuan Puteriawan la katakan...

Sengal aku kan he he he

Tapi zaman-zaman tu memang meninggalkan banyak kenangan manis...kalau boleh...aku nak jumpa ballik geng2 chatting aku ni...walaupun diorang ni pala otak GILER tp ati baik...

ANDAI DAPAT KU UNDURKAN PUTARAN DUNIA....(tetiba terngiang2 lak lagu AXL’s...ermmm)

Apa2pun...aku still ingat kat korang sumer...aku doakan korang bahagia di samping family masing2...kalau ada rezeki...Insya Allah kita akan bertembung kat mana2....tp x tau la masa tu kita kenal atau x lagik antara satu sama lain...Aku mintak maaf la kalau masa chatting dulu...gurauan bangang aku ada yang menyinggung perasaan....pada aku korang memang terBEST!!

Sob sob sob.....(ni apa motif akhir cerita cam drama swasta lak nieh??????)

Friday, June 10, 2011

Cinta tu ........

Kata orang dulu-dulu......................................

Nasi lemak buah bidara
Sayang selasih hamba lurutkan;
Buang emak buang saudara
Kerana kekasih hamba turutkan ...


Kata- kata orang sekarang.........................................

When you love someone you'll do anything 
You'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain 
You'll shoot the moon put out the sun 
When you love someone 
You'll deny the truth believe a lie 
There'll be times that you'll believe 
you can really fly 
But your lonely nights have just begun 
When you love someone 
When you love someone you'll feel it deep inside 
And nothin' else can ever change your mind 
When you want someone - when you need someone 
When you love someone 
When you love someone - you'll sacrifice 
You'd give it everything you got and 
you won't think twice 
You'd risk it all - no matter what may come 
When you love someone 
You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun 
When you love someone


KESIMPULANNYA.........................................
Cinta Boleh Membuatkan Manusia Berfikiran Kurang Waras n Membuat Keputusan Bodoh Al Bangang N Sesuka Hati....
Ermmm...ntah la....Dunia....Dunia...

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Shattered into million pieces...

It has been sometimes.....

I think i have forgotten how does it feel...how hurt it could be..

But it happened again....

It's really hurt when your heart is crying instead of your eyes...

It's really hurt when someone you care,someone you love 
remind you verbally that you should not let your heart rule over your head.....