I could have held you all night long,I could have laid next to you forever, But then I know tomorrow soon would come, And still we couldn't be together.... I went against what my head was saying, And followed my heart through, And instead of quitting while I was ahead, I started falling in love with you.... So I know this must stop now, And tomorrow soon will come, As we walk away and never look back,As our feeling become numb... ~~~Christine Cawley~~~
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Ego Sebesar Hidung
ha ha ha...dulu suka sebut ayat tu...ntah mana idea me'relate'kan kebesaran hidung ngan ego...tp sbb ayat tu cam best, tu yg trus guna sampai skang
Ermm lelaki n ego mmg x bley dipisahkan..especially lelaki melayu..bukan aku nak kondem tp reality nya mmg begitu..
Encik Bear ni sebenarnya duda...he always mentioned yang he will never-ever balik ngan ef wifey dia...tp cara dia langsung x menunjukkan begitu...bila aku kata yang dia still sayang kat ex wifey dia...dia x nak ngaku...haisshhh...susah tull lelaki ni
Ada satu hari....tentiba dia bukak topik kawin ngan aku...errkkk what da helll??? ermmm rupa2nya...si ex wifey mcm dah hints2 nak berumahtangga dengan orang lain...aku pun x tau apa dia pk masa tu sampai nak ajak aku kawin...tp pada aku..x yah la sampai perlu ajak aku kawin semata2 nak bersaing ngan ex wifey sapa kawin dulu...
Tp dalam ajak2 aku kawin tu..letak syarat la plak....
1) kena pandai masak .....(wa mmg FAIL bab ni babe....sekadar goreng telur, sayur, ayam, ikan boleh la...)
2) kena kurus...yang paling latest...kena 15kg kurang dari sekarang!!!
adehhh la....
boleh x aku tanya korang...kawin tu perlu bersyarat bagai ker?? aku ni dah kompius sbb kenal mcm2 lelaki sampai aku pun serabut n x tau apa sebabnya (sbb yg real) couple2 berchenta ni berkawin...
Aku rasa semalam ego dia dicabar pada tahap paling tinggi....sbb...ex wifey dah letak status "MENGHITUNG HARI" kat fb...n all his sibling start to ask him betul ker ex wifey dah nak kawin..
Dia pun dengan cargasnya call ex wifey....memula tanya la khabar..pastu riki2 pasal status fb...ex wifey mcm bengang bila Encik Bear menimbulkan hal tu n start la perang (yang kali ke berapa ratus ntah)...ermmm..
Hari ni..call aku bg tau mlm nanti nak g cucuk langit ngan member2 lelaki..nak lepaskan tekanan...aiikksss? pesal lak ko nak tertekan kalau bebetul ko x sayang dah??? bila aku tanya mcm tu....jawapannya "ntah la u..i mmg x syg...tp x tau la"....
Apa la ...susah sangat nak admit yg ko masih sayang kan ex wifey n x sanggup dia jatuh kat tangan org lain.....EGO kan...nak wat camner...dulu ex wifey ajak rujuk... ko tak nak...abeh dah jadi cammni...nak buek camno?
Tak per la Encik Bear....ko berdoa la pada Allah....kalau ada lagik jodoh ko ngan ex wifey...Insya Allah akan bersatu la korang kembali...
Lagik satu kan Encik Bear....dari ko terlalak2 nyanyi lagu Dadali tu...baik la ko nyanyi lagu ni ...mana lah tau lembut hati dia....
KARENA KU SAYANG KAMU
seandainya kau ada disini denganku
mungkin ’ku tak sendiri
bayanganmu yg selalu menemaniku
hiasi malam sepiku
kuingin bersama dirimu
kutak akan pernah berpaling darimu
walau kini kau jauh dariku
‘kan slalu kunanti
karena kusayang kamu
hati ini selalu memanggil namamu
dengarlah melatiku
kuberjanji hanyalah untukmu cintaku
takkan pernah ada yg lain
adakah rindu di hatimu
seperti rindu yg kurasa
sanggupkah kuterus terlena
tanpamu di sisiku
kukan selalu menantimu
Nota kaki: Sangat sangat suka words di permulaan video tu....
Seandainya kita dicipta untuk menjadi
satu..........
Pasti suatu ketika kita akan
bertemu........
Namun
seandainya kita dicipta untuk tidak bersatu......
Walau
dekat selalu...kau takkan menjadi milikku...... Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Saturday, December 31, 2011
2011 Diary ...in summary
Salam to all
Again....its been a while i didn't update my up n down of my life in my so called e-diary...
So many things happened since the last time i update this blog...some are to laugh about, some are to cry about, some are to ponder about..
Knowing the greatness of Allah Taala and His plan for each of His servant in this world ... i try to accept everything that happened with an open heart..eventhou it is not as easy but deep in my heart knows that Allah Taala has planned the best for each of us...it just sometimes the route given is not as smooth as silk.
Being a victim of maid scam, being blackmailed by the psychotic ex-bf and losing a beloved uncle were some of the black things happened in 2011.
But looking at the bright side...there were also great things happened in 2011. I'm being promoted to a Senior level, I managed to lose some weight and great amount of inches and the greatest thing happened is the birth of Aleesya Zahra ... my niece
In few hours....we'll move on to a new year...2012..I'm hoping for another great year ahead and hoping that lotsa colours will be painted on the canvas of the journey of my life...amin...
Again....its been a while i didn't update my up n down of my life in my so called e-diary...
So many things happened since the last time i update this blog...some are to laugh about, some are to cry about, some are to ponder about..
Knowing the greatness of Allah Taala and His plan for each of His servant in this world ... i try to accept everything that happened with an open heart..eventhou it is not as easy but deep in my heart knows that Allah Taala has planned the best for each of us...it just sometimes the route given is not as smooth as silk.
Being a victim of maid scam, being blackmailed by the psychotic ex-bf and losing a beloved uncle were some of the black things happened in 2011.
But looking at the bright side...there were also great things happened in 2011. I'm being promoted to a Senior level, I managed to lose some weight and great amount of inches and the greatest thing happened is the birth of Aleesya Zahra ... my niece
In few hours....we'll move on to a new year...2012..I'm hoping for another great year ahead and hoping that lotsa colours will be painted on the canvas of the journey of my life...amin...
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Itulah Pentingnya English Education....quote: Usop Wilca
72 kg (diet ku ke lautttttt dek kesibukan...)
Tajuk entry tu macam dah basi jer kan.....
Tapi korang silap...ayat Usop Wilca evergreen hokeyyyyyy....
Malas nak citer benbanyak...korang tgk sendiri la contoh kat bawah ni...Mende alah ni aku jumpa kat satu pameran kat MAEPS baru-baru ni...
Contoh kat bawah ni...1 dari 3 poster yang ada...alangkan baca yang satu ni aku dah tergolek2 gelak ngan bebudak opis...korang bayangkan la yang lagik 2 poster...
Bukan niat aku nak kutuk giler2...aku pun sedar tahap english aku pun kadang kala ke laut gak perginya....tapi korang bayangkan poster ni ada kat pameran bertahap antarabangsa hokeeyyyyy!!!!
Kesian budak ni...aku x salahkan dia 100%...kalau korang baca betul2..ayat ni sah2 ayat Google Translation...or Yahoo Translation...or yang sewaktu dengannya. Pada aku ..itu usaha dia untuk translate ayat dia ke english memang patut kita puji sbb dia ada inisiatif utk promote product yang dia rekacipta ni to the world (btw aku kena admit la brilliant gak product ciptaan budak ni!). Tapi aku lebih percaya bahawasanya pada ketika artwork ni nak di finalise....kat sini lah "crucial"nya tugas seorang cikgu/pensyarah!
Aku x sure la kat pusat latihan yang budak ni attend .. W***E* (bukan aku mencarut la! aku x nak dedahkan nama institusi ni jer...kang x pasal kena saman ha ha ha) diorang panggil tenaga pengajar dia as cikgu ker pensyarah.
Kalau la yang mengajar budak ni...title dia seorang 'cikgu'...aku rasa aku ley trima lagik la...errrr bukan maksud aku cikgu tu x pandai ...korang jangan salah tafsir k...
tp kalau title yang dia sandang tu PENSYARAH....adeh la...concern gak aku dengan masa depan student Malaysia ni. Ha kau! nak designation mantap2 tapi ....
Haishh...kome pikior le sendiri...pada awok..Itulah Pentingnya English Education....quote: Usop Wilca
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